It never rains in southern Alabama...

In the attitude of silence the soul finds the path in an clearer light, and what is elusive and deceptive resolves itself into crystal clearness. Our life is a long and arduous quest after truth. ~Mahatma Gandhi~

And Lord knows the quest is hard. I can't believe the limits I have been pushing my body. I may get 5 hours of sleep and be up at 7 and 8 in the morning, and go to class, work, lift weights, play ball, and then jog, and then study all night. I'm not gonna collaspe though. It feels good to work hard. I guess I could be on the streets with the rest of boys slanging rocks right now. I just had 3 go in about a month ago too. Those dudes got murder and drug charges. They may never see the light of day again. So college has always been the best choice for me. I know one time I could have made some big time money moving a block or two, but forget being in a cage, that issh is for the birds.

Anyway, my body is so tight right now. I haven't worked out since Friday. And my legs and back are so tight. Maybe I will strecth tonight. Doubt it though. I am feeling mad lazy. I'm about to climb back in this bed. It has been raining all day....AGAIN. Plus I have so much on my mind right now. Don't feel like thinking but I gotta come to a conclusion about what I am going to do about my personal life. I have been working so hard that I forgot to manage it and it has been managing me. And when you let your personal life roam on it's own it will find trouble.

Ummmm. No comment. Anyway, the fashion show is gonna be hot. I'm in 3 hot scences, but I have to dance in one. It has been a good minute since I cut loose. So I don't know if I am gonna be in the mood. Me and my partner haven't picked out music either. I hope we do your thing on that song the jump off. That would work. Right now I am just trying to keep my cool. lol! I really need to pray and get back to work. But if this stuff continues with these girls they way it is, I am gonna change my name to the Gingerbread Man, and tell em' catch me if you can. Go ahead and marinate on that for a minute. Get at the kid...

Current mood: exhausted
Current music: The Games We Play - Subway and 702