Good morning

6:52PM - Just waking up...
Whoa. It has been a minute since I wrote my thoughts down. This week was crowded with work and confusion. I was busy from Sunday to right now. I got home about 2 in the morning, got up about 11, went to the bank, came back ate breakfast and got back in the bed and now I am up at 6:30 pm. I think I am gonna sleep this Saturday away. I'm not tired, but I am sleepy. Every night it has been study study study study. I've been getting my workouts in everyday too, so by the end of the night I am really pushing my body. But I feel great. I'm really blessed that I don't have anything to complain about. School is hard, but I am making it. I killed my commercial in 2 takes. I would have gotten it in one, but the camera operator got gased and started laughing hard so I couldn't hold it in either. But the next take I did the dang thang despite all the laughter. The guy who runs the school's television studio thinks I have a great career in front of me for television, and he wants to introduce me to some people at a advertising agency as well. I told him I don't know where I get my ideas from. Things just come to my head and BANG. I get it down on paper and it's all good. Now the rest of my classes I think I am holding 2 A's and 2'C's. I can pull those C's to B's though. Well at least one of them for sure. We all know how Spanish goes.

Enough about school though. Oh, the 50 Cent concert did go down. I heard it was aiight. Not worth $26 though. My homeboy told me he did 3 full songs, and half of 4 other songs. He didn't even get on the stage until 11:30 and he was done about 12:45. But to give credit where credit is due, they said he had it hype for the short time he was on stage. They said he jumped off stage and was running around the crowd. So he brought the energy, but he didn't show to the after party. I knew he wasn't gonna show. He did a show the night before he came to our place, and then he had a show in Jacksonville the next night. The man is tired. Matter of fact the man is getting kind of chunky too. My homegirl said he has gotten rather chunky. But we all know what money can do to you. I told her I remember Big Pun before he started making major doe. He was chunky but no where near 500 pounds upon his death. Anyway...

These females still got a dude's head dizzy. (courtesy of still being the new dude) I had about 4 girls this week told me they wanted to get at the kid when we get back from the break. But one of these girls I know for sure is big time playa. And one of them has a boyfriend. Another one is a big time flirt, and the other one I just don't like her circle of peeps. And to top it all of all that Audra wants to work things out. (shakes head...) What is a fella to do? Audra is aiight, but that would take some major work that I'm not willing to put in right now I'm thinking fuck fine. And I can fuck fine any day of the week. We all know I'm not like that, but what is she doing for me emotionally, mentally, or spiritually? Nothing. Stay tuned for that one. I told this one girl I use to talk to when she asked me why she hasn't seen me around lately...I said "I am always making love to my books, stimulating my mind, and having intellectual orgasisms." But still, the kid wants to settle down fo sho in the next 2 years. At 25 I want to know and be best friends with the woman I want to marry. I know who it should be, I just haven't met her yet. And I am having a hard time letting go of some things that happened in the past. I know they are in the past, but dayum kid-o there is mean, harsh, and then there is vindictive. But we will see in due time. Like I said, stay tuned.Other than that, God is good, life is straight, health is almost back to 100%, and the smile is bigger than ever. Like I said the books are hard, but girls have my head dizzy. Sometimes I wish I just had friends without er'body hitting on me. Skip the looks, I'd appreciate if a young lady took the time to get to know me as well. And the people who do know me, I wish they would act like it. I'm not a superstar...yet. So let's not start like money is coming between us already. And when I do get the big contract then we can act like spoiled celebrities. LOL! Naw, I'll remain humble. Just humble with some of the nicer things in life. LOL! Well, I guess I am awake now. Let's get on with the rest of the day. Or whats left of it...Holla at the kid...

Current mood: sleepy
Current music: On The Rocks - Baby ft. Jazzie Pha and Rickey Smiley