#2

OKAY! I'm reloaded!

2. The sad thing is that #1 is everything you could never be. Damn, you got on my nerves. How we stayed together for 5 years is a mystery. When you would do and say stupid things I would want to cuss your mother out and ask her what did she tell you over the years that made you so stupid. I don't believe in hitting a woman, but when we got back together when I moved closer to home and you admitted trying to get pregnant by me to keep me, I wanted to shake the hell out of you. But hey, I'm not violent. I think when you spread those rumors about me hitting you and the rumors turned into bold face lies and you did nothing in my defense to get them under control, I was out. My heart was gone over a year before I left the relationship. Think about it. I was so out done with you at times, that I did thinks way out of character. Namely, I almost cheated on you.Yes, and that shyt was gonna be good too. Cause for the first time in two years, I felt appreciated. She understood that a relationship is a give and take situation and not sit around and kiss your ass deal. However, she didn't understand don't call me at 3 in the morning and ask silly questions like what are you doing? She was my superhero for the moment and ultimately brought me to an understanding that you are not the one. Well, I knew that already. It just sounds so much better when it comes from the mouth of someone supportive. In the end, I'm greatful for one thing from you, like the jerhi curl you are...gone.