If I know what to say, or if I knew what to feel. I would say it right now. But I trully don't know what to think at this moment...Shon, is getting married today to a man that she cares about, but is not in love with. Who is she in love with? She is in love with me. Well, we met up at the park around 2:00 a.m., and what was supposed to be a 20 minute meeting or chill time, turned into an 2 hour emotional scence straight out of a Oscar winning movie. Hmmmmmm. Would I ever marry anyone cause that is what everyone expected me to do, even though in my heart of heart's I'm in love with someone else? I don't know. But a lady in the cafe that is really cool with me, told me that she was in the exact same situation many years ago and has been unhappy since. She is still married and in love with another man from nearly 20 years ago. So why does this even happen. In the end, today I feel...
alone, lost, and hurt.
This is easily the worst day of my life.
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