Kissing and Telling

The biggest lie we've all been told is that a kiss can tell you a lot about a person. Dealing with Kenisha (see the car wash post) has told me that she is a sweet southern belle finally home from college and on her way in life. Ok, we got that part. But what she has been showing me is that she is really into me and she wants things to go further that what she has been saying. She finally admitted to liking me but we are supposed to be just friends. Why are just friends up to two and three in the morning on the phone talking about NOTHING? The unwritten rules of urban courtship suggest that this is the first step into a relationship. Now, by our own mouth's we are not in a relationship even though she has broken up with her boyfriend. But everything we do is been telling a different story. We've tried our best to keep the fact we are friends under wraps because being in my position is causing my personal life to be more in public view even more than in the recent past.

So here I am trying to figure out how we let ourselves get into tonight's affairs. I'm not even sure who took the first step but I hope that kiss didn't start anything. Let me stop...I hope that KISSING didn't lead to anything. But I will admit, it was nice. Hopefully it will be left right there...Peace.