Only thing I ever lost I couldn't find was time

2:29AM - I...

These day are too short. But I am enjoying each day. Even the hardships. I know lately it seems like I have been speaking in metaphors but sometimes you don't want to share all your thoughts, even in a private journal. My grandmother told me it's not good for your left hand to always know what your right hand is doing. It makes sense when you think about it. Anyway, the work is piling up but I say just bring it. Audra and I have been getting along for a change. It's okay thing when we can conversate and not fight. I think she is finally understanding me as a person. But unfortunately she still doesn't understand herself and the world around her. She needs someone to tell her how to feel. It's all a growing process, but we have grown apart. I hope this comes to a peaceful end. We will see what happens. Right now I gotta do this thing with my education first. Once I get established then I will start talking about that marriage stuff, but with who? HMMMMM? LOL! Whatever durty. We know who it won't be with. Thats another 21 questions. LOL! (Inside joke) Other than that, not too much has gone on. Beef is still beef, but beef is what a some have between their teeth. I'm something like a grown man, I know red and white when I see it, call it was it. But ain't nobody stepped to me yet, and those who run their mouth, do so at a distance. I can't do nothing but laugh. They can't even peep how I run mine. I'm gonna succeed and get there no matter what, and if I get elected African American Student Association President, I'm gonna continue to be me, and push hard to until the organization is the best it can be. This is something I really want, and I have a vision for it. I am praying that it all works out. Stay tuned. Anyway, my projects for classes are turning out real nice. I just have to get them edited this week and I can start doing some big things, and making big grades fo sho. Well, I need to write a letter and study. Holla at the kid...

Current mood: focused
Current music: One Mic - Nas