Clearing my head

It's time to make way and clear out some things in my life. I've realized that I'm not going to be able to recieve my blessings holding onto past events, mishaps, and bad habits that are not condusive in my walk with Christ. It's just not about friends or family. Which there are some that I'm only going to be able to love at a distance, but it's time to let go of excuses. There is a lot I didn't have in life growing up but the things I need and want out of life out number the setbacks and trials. I know it's going to be hard, but it's time to get from underneath these things and move on. My aspirations are simple. They are hard but and I have no idea how to get them, but what I want is a wife, a family, my own home, and my own business. I don't know how to get there but I'm know God is leading the way.