It's finally over.

Today marked the last final I will take as an undergrad. This should be a happy time but this is one of the most unceremonious days I've had in my life. However, I'm not upset about it at all, the situation got handled but it's too late to participate in walking and I'm so fed up that I just want out. My own mother did not participate in her graduation ceremony, why, maybe because she had an over-sized child who couldn't sit still or getting through the process was celebration enough for her. Me, I've just had it with this place. The only reason I'm still here is because my advisor didn't advise well, the classes I needed to get out on time weren't offered, and they tried to change actually they did change my bulletin, which is illegal in most cases. But without struggle there is no progress. Whatever. I can work more hours for T-Mobile and FEMA and save up now. Either way, I know my true focus is helping my mom get back into her home. I don't like her current contractor and personally I've grown impatient with his lack of effort. Anyway, my family is still acting strange after the Bahamas trip and more than likely I won't even bother to tell them I'm done with school. It's not like any of them came and visited or sent money, food, or supplies. I worked my butt off for everything I accomplished and when I couldn't hold it down, by the Grace of God he had mom come through for me. I really do appreciate that ma'am. :-) Inside joke. Anyway, I'm not feeling T-Mobile too much already but those pay checks make some of my days worth being there for the moment. This is temporary. Although, a part of me wishes I took that job at AIG. But to take it a step further I would like to stay in Pensacola 3-4 years. I've missed being at home, I've missed my mom, I've missed the beach, OK...and I missed looking at a full refrigerator of REAL food everyday. The last few months have been late night studying and eating at IHOP. Oh...The IHOP. How I shall miss thee. Anyway, enough is enough time to take that next step. Learning how to be an adult. College life was easy. But praise his Holy name, I'm out like a fat kid in dodge ball. You know the next step...all accomplishments, awards, plaques, certificates, etc, get one more glance and into a box. I don't like reflecting on past accomplishments, you can't look forward if you're always looking back. Time for the next goal on my list.